And I believe that, I honestly do, but sometimes, it's just so HARD when the bad stuff keeps on happening because sooner or later, you just get tired of trying. This past year in paticular, has been extremely hard...which is to be expected because all your problems seem to get bigger as you grow up(remember when wanting that doll house was the biggest of your worries?heh.) and it's not exactly easy living in a country which is completely foreign to you. But, sometimes I just wish life would give me a break, sigh....because it's just too hard. Just way too hard.
And then there are extremely complicated boy issues(can't live with them,can't live without them *unhappy sigh*) I don't really want to get into the details, but when you realize you mean something to the guy you like,just not ENOUGH, that hurts. I don't blame him, he has his reasons...and if it were any other guy, I would probably do the same. The thing is though, while I have exactly the same reasons for not wanting to be with a guy right now, with him, I know it might actually work. Because it comes down to this; he's not just some other guy...he's THAT guy and always has been, we're both just a little older now. At least I would like to think so. But oh well.
Well, this has been one very emo post. But it's alright, I'll be alright. Afterall, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger...right?
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like i told u b4,everything hapens for the best. ur a wonderful person.im sure u'd meet someone....wait. let me repharase. im sure u'd meet LOTS of someone's who'd love u alot more. u might find it hard to believe now. but itll be all right. atleast ur not considered as a disease jes cos u believe in someone and chose the right from the wrong.u know what i meant :D So cheer up. its not all that bad. ur the one who said 'what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger' right? ;)
thanx...and im sure u will too. But just for the record,hes not a bad guy..hehe
heheh. i never said he was a bad guy dho? if i thought it that way, then ur worse to have fallen for such a guy dho? ;) .ok ok. cut all that. that wud make me look worse.lol.tc
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