Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Back to that place..

Why is it that I keep finding myself in this place? That place where I keep holding out and making myself find some ray of hope in a very hopeless situation. Believe me, it's worse than it actually sounds..because the thing with hope is even the slightest existence of it holds the potential for unbearable amounts of dissapointment. I know that people dont mean to give other people false hope..just like how other people dont mean to depend on this paticular false hope. But it happens. It's not fair, but it happens.

Yes, I'm very aware I must not be making much sense to anyone reading this. I guess I'm just hoping a certain someone stumbles onto this entry and sees what I've been dying to say, because when it comes down to it, everything I want to say gets reduced to a blabbering mess when in company of this certain someone...

So here goes. I just want to be worth it. Thats it. That's all it comes down to. Is it worth it?

3 comments:

kaiza shozey said...

oh well, hope the person ur talking about gets to see this post.....AAAAANND that it would make sense to him in the way ur thinking. :p

Juna said...

hehehe thanx...well he didnt stumble onto it..at least i dont think so..but i have gotten my answer.Oh well,life goes on =]

kaiza shozey said...

hehehe. lol. ull never let go will u? neways, cya tonight. btw, aharun side in dhaane around 10. *eye rolls*