Monday, September 17, 2007

Life...

Life's a funny thing. You can be one person today and this completely different person the next day. I used to be scared shitless of change...and I guess a part of me still is. But lately, I've come to realize that evolving is a good thing. Yea, it probably means an endless road to self discovery, but it's exciting ya know?

I think I've changed a lot over the years(obviously eh? I mean, I used to live on pizza shaped candy *shudder*) , but this year has been THE year. I think I was quite lost at the beginning of 2007 as is to be expected I guess...new country, new friends and all that shit. I was wound up so tight for the fear of messing up or god forbid, failing. I was trying so hard not to change that somewhere along the way a I lost a little bit of myself and I stopped having fun altogether.
Then it just got so fucking HARD. Sure, I was getting pretty good grades and I was making my parents happy by being the good little girl who stayed at home and studied....but honestly, when was that ever me?

But these past 2 months or so, I started rediscovering myself bit by bit. And I've realized something; the old me together with some minor modification aint too bad.

So yea, change can be good.

5 comments:

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kaiza shozey said...

ofcorse change is good. and u really need it compared to what i hear from u ac ouple of months back. good to know that ur still blogging even if its less than a post a month :p. hehe. good luck with u know what. im jes wondering how its going now. whether if uve told.

Unknown said...

http://cbox.ws/?box=3090459 try getin a cbox ingey.hehe.and abt the post.yeah.sumchanges are gud dho.didnt no tht u can actuali loose urself :p lol

Juna said...
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Juna said...

amhar: of course u can lose urself:P or more like all sense of ursef.And yep,will get a cbox...but it has to wait till morning..dude, its 4.30 am and i still cant sleep! hehe

arra:Hmm something tells me im going to have more time to blog these days. Hehe...thanx....about that thing...im not sure how its going really,will see. Really really want it to work...hehe..